Thanks for visiting  the first page in my website because it is the most important page of them all.

In 2015 I began telling the world of my personal life story, complete with all the things society would rather I be dead and buried for.

Sexual abuse, drug use, depression, career success, world travels. riches, glory, crashes, suicidal ideation and so on. I decided it was time to let it go rather than let it rot my core out.

If you would like to download the original, first copy draft of my book for FREE in PDF format click here - PDF [ 16.3 MBs ]

You may wish to read my ongoing updates in my journey blog which has infrequent updates here

Perhaps you would like to read the original book (scholarly publication) as it was reinstated (thankyou!) at Figshare -

You may also just want to link across to my original post and watch my Youtube video here -

The book, video and my response to a series of questions from Dr. Gary Foster at the Living Well Foundation can be found at